{mp3}BeautifulBirthday{/mp3} This past weekend was hard for me.  I traveled into the snowy north for my first year anniversary as a professional psychic.  Returning to Buffalo where one year ago I made my Choice and changed my life… but this year it was different.  The crowd was different and they were passing me by.  By day three the despair was upon me and all I could think was   Don't look at me   Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, i saw debris Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed   Because I know this is the work I am called to do and when the energy isn't flowing it's not that I am wrong in my calling it's that the time isn't right Cuz I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today   No there's no way you could bring me down today because today is my 33rd birthday and no matter what they say I am here and I am doing the work I love.  ...